Tuesday, October 23, 2007

Spring cleaning in the fall...

So it's been a while, and a lot has been going on with me. I had a total breakdown on sunday from being so stressed out. Part of why I was so stressed out was because I have so much stuff and not enough room to put it all.
So my friend came over on sunday and we started spring cleaning in the fall. I was kinda sad to get rid of all my stuff. But I didn't really need it anyways.
I got rid of two trash bags of my clothes and half of my shoes. I also went through all of Jaelyn's baby clothes and got rid of two bags of that and an entire bag of baby toys.
What a relief to finally be organized and have a place for everything.

Monday, October 8, 2007

Finally...

So I think that i'm really over it this time... it took me a while, but sometimes something just clicks and you realize you need to move on...

I was hoping that I was over the whole situation that i've been talking about for the past week, but apparently i wasn't. I went shopping again but this time it was a little worse. Anybody ever heard of Prada??? I'm sure you have. So I had to look at all the different Prada handbags a f times before making a decision. But I felt that it was what I needed to remedy the situation. So after I already made my decision I came to the realization that I didn't really need to buy it, it was just a good excuse...

But I am over it now... all it took was one little thing for me to realize and it was like a light bulb went on and I am over it. It was kinda amazing, just gotta look at the whole picture and stop feeling sorry for yourself and it will all work out.

Thursday, October 4, 2007

On a lighter note...

I'm back again today, in a better mood needless to say. So yesterday (or the day before, can't remember) I was griping about why life's not fair... well today I have something good to talk about...

I came across these awesome titanium rings and I bought one to cheer myself up. This website has an amazing selection of titanium and tungsten rings. And their gemstone selection is OMG!!! So beautiful. Definitly need to check out the website... www.titanium-jewelry.com

So as far as feeling sorry for myself for getting screwed, which i'm convinced is the bottom line here, i'm doing much better. Two days of crying and a little shopping is all the remedy I needed. So until next time..

Wednesday, October 3, 2007

Why...

Why is life so not fair??? I don't get why you can always have the things you don't want, but when it comes to the things that you would do anything for... you can't have them. It's heartbreaking to hear that you can't have what you want, especially when it comes out of nowhere. Why does it have to be all or nothing? I just don't get it... I guess it just wasn't meant to be... And if it was, then boy did I get screwed.